dear frank,
i don't know whether i love you or whether i am infatuated with the concept of loving u.. this past week has been one of the sweetest experiences i have ever had.. just bein in ur presence gives me an all time high.. i can't get u off my mind and even tho i detach myself from my feelings, u know i can't keep u away from me.. i even drove to mathew st. just to see if u were home and get a glimpse of u.. how pathetic was that? i'm startin to think i'm a stalker.. like i said before, i think i should let u go before i do fall in love with u.. thanks for the kiss.. my first kiss ever.. hazard park around 5pm.. see i remember the details.. josh was in the trunk and u pulled a fast one on me.. i wanted to kiss u back but i was still holdin on to what is left of my resistance toward fallin in love.. i hate the fact that i feel so weak when u're around.. u have that power over me.. i can't mess with u like i used to.. this player's ready to ditch her tricks, just for u.. i'm gettin tired of teasin the guys.. i'm ready to get down & serious.. i freakin hold my emotions on my sleeve now.. i pray to God that u are sincere with ur intentions and that i'm not one of ur casual girls of the past- those that u hump and dump.. i wanna explore the possibilities with u.. experience a lot of my firsts with u (not sex tho.. that's waitin till marriage).. u already possess my kiss, my hand-holding, my intimate hug.. wow! u must be some guy to get those from me so quickly.. some say 4 months is long, but in comparison to the others i've made wait for years.. or was it that i surrendered to mere feelings stimulated by these hormones.. i just hope it's not the emotions that drove this but actual love.. i hate this feeling.. i wanna be ur girl.. i want u to be mine.. u keep tellin me that u want me to finish med school before we get together but i don't think i can wait for u that long.. u may not be mr. right or maybe u are.. whatever case, i'm willing to see.. u know that pringles commercial: once u pop, u can't stop.. that motto has stuck with me all my life-- till now.. i refused to give in cuz look what is happenin between u and me.. i let u into my heart.. i opened up and i can't get enough of u.. i want u so much.. i want u by my side.. some girls fall in love blindly and i think i am one of them.. i got to know u, ur virtues, morals.. omg i can't believe my parents love u.. what an unlikely situation - my parents accept u.. wow!.. u told me life is about takin risks but to make sure u read the warnings before jumpin in.. i've done my homework and am ready to take that risk.. just hold my hand and promise not to let go.. but if circumstances lead us to part, i'll just be glad i had the opportunity to share a part of me with someone special..
-affectionately yours-
i'm goin crzy.. i'm out of my usual self.. someone needs to salvage what's left of my dignity..
I'm going to stop procrastinating ... once I get around to it.
- unknown (nor surprisingly)
[[ The Thank List ]]
[x] done with finals
[x] moms and grandmoms
[[ May ]]
Birthdays
[7] francine
[21] Stephanie
Others
[8] tita san’s 1st death anniversary
[9] span final
[11] Francine’s potluck
[13] rocio’s navy commissioning
[14] rosemary’s bday, MSMC grad (j.duncan, farrah, nancy); USC grad (chloe, hillary, imee, leah, paniz, sia, steve)
[15] nancy & Michael’s engagement bbq
Our Lady of the Angels
Catholics
Guarding Virtue Music
I'm on Myspace
The Facebook
[[ Xanga ]]
Cousins
Ivie
Eunice
Eduard
Shiella
Friends
April
Eunice
Mary Anne
Nancy
[[ Other Sites ]]
Draw faces
Links
Links
Links
Links
Links
Da creater
dear frank,
i don't know whether i love you or whether i am infatuated with the concept of loving u.. this past week has been one of the sweetest experiences i have ever had.. just bein in ur presence gives me an all time high.. i can't get u off my mind and even tho i detach myself from my feelings, u know i can't keep u away from me.. i even drove to mathew st. just to see if u were home and get a glimpse of u.. how pathetic was that? i'm startin to think i'm a stalker.. like i said before, i think i should let u go before i do fall in love with u.. thanks for the kiss.. my first kiss ever.. hazard park around 5pm.. see i remember the details.. josh was in the trunk and u pulled a fast one on me.. i wanted to kiss u back but i was still holdin on to what is left of my resistance toward fallin in love.. i hate the fact that i feel so weak when u're around.. u have that power over me.. i can't mess with u like i used to.. this player's ready to ditch her tricks, just for u.. i'm gettin tired of teasin the guys.. i'm ready to get down & serious.. i freakin hold my emotions on my sleeve now.. i pray to God that u are sincere with ur intentions and that i'm not one of ur casual girls of the past- those that u hump and dump.. i wanna explore the possibilities with u.. experience a lot of my firsts with u (not sex tho.. that's waitin till marriage).. u already possess my kiss, my hand-holding, my intimate hug.. wow! u must be some guy to get those from me so quickly.. some say 4 months is long, but in comparison to the others i've made wait for years.. or was it that i surrendered to mere feelings stimulated by these hormones.. i just hope it's not the emotions that drove this but actual love.. i hate this feeling.. i wanna be ur girl.. i want u to be mine.. u keep tellin me that u want me to finish med school before we get together but i don't think i can wait for u that long.. u may not be mr. right or maybe u are.. whatever case, i'm willing to see.. u know that pringles commercial: once u pop, u can't stop.. that motto has stuck with me all my life-- till now.. i refused to give in cuz look what is happenin between u and me.. i let u into my heart.. i opened up and i can't get enough of u.. i want u so much.. i want u by my side.. some girls fall in love blindly and i think i am one of them.. i got to know u, ur virtues, morals.. omg i can't believe my parents love u.. what an unlikely situation - my parents accept u.. wow!.. u told me life is about takin risks but to make sure u read the warnings before jumpin in.. i've done my homework and am ready to take that risk.. just hold my hand and promise not to let go.. but if circumstances lead us to part, i'll just be glad i had the opportunity to share a part of me with someone special..
-affectionately yours-
i'm goin crzy.. i'm out of my usual self.. someone needs to salvage what's left of my dignity..